In the middle of the night.
I'll be half asleep, and pop awake with a gem of a post idea. I will tell myself to remember it, repeat it to myself 15 times, and then promptly forget about it as soon as I fall back asleep. When I wake up in the morning - I'm left with this vague feeling that I did something awesome yesterday, but I just can't quite grasp what it was.
And when I sit down to the keyboard and try to post something - I draw a huge fat blank. Usually I give up and write nothing. (Hence my month - (months?) - long absences)
But, I'm trying to post regularly, and I'm trying to get back on track.
Back on track. Hah. If I could find a way to type out 'snort and chuckle' on the computer, I would.
It's not that I don't try, I really do. I went out a few days ago for a food run, and got myself the Good Girl Subway Sub.
i.e. Roast chicken on wheat, no cheese, all green veggies, hold the mayo and substitute mustard please.)
And then yesterday, I go out with my sister and manage to scarf 3 Jr. bacons and a large Chili with cheese.
(I was looking for a picture of a cheeseburger - but they all made me hungry. So I stopped torturing myself.)
Still. I can't give up. I'd like to, but I can't. So I'm going to try again. Right now. I went shopping for all my Good Girl foods and I'm currently starving. I forgot to eat again.